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Worth the wait….

17 Oct

After getting into Tom’s friend’s house I put down my bags and looked arround for a second.  When he walked by me in the entryway I reached out for him.  He pressed hard against me and kissed me deeply.  I held him tightly.  He finally said let’s move to some carpet.  We looked arround the living room.  Tom’s friend was a horror movie buff and also the singer for the band that brought us together.  We spent a few minutes checking out his horror memorabilia collection before sitting on the couch.  I couldn’t keep my hands off of him.  He said there is no cable we could watch a movie.  I’m not sure if he even finished the sentence before I started kissing him again.  I moved on top of him and felt he was already hard.  He ran his hands up my shirt pushing up my bra, rubbing my breasts and pinching my nipples lightly.  I’m ready for his cock but the anticipation is delicious and I want to make it last. 

It’s clear we don’t need a movie to watch, so we head into the bedroom and undress eagerly.  Naked he pulls me on top of him on the bed.  I make him wait, rubbing his head against my shaved pussy.  I want him to be in control so I signal to him with my body to get on top.  I’m wet for him and ready for him to enter me.  When he does I moan out in pleasure.  It’s been so long since I’ve felt him inside of me.  I grind against him hungrily.  He pulls out suddenly and looks me over.  He slides down and works me with his tongue.  He explores me gently touching me lightly with his fingers.  He moves back up and slides his cock into me, pressing it in deeply making me gasp with the pleasure of it.  Whispering I love you into my ear as he fucks me so nicely. His kisses taste of my juices and it gets me all the more turned on.  Our lovemaking gets more aggressive.  His powerful thrusts bringing me to climax and beyond.  When we slow down I take him into my mouth.  Working his cock with a combination of my hands and lips.  Sucking on his balls, running my tongue up his shaft before pressing my lips on his head and pushing it through and into my waiting mouth.  We enjoy each other until it comes to a point where we must sleep.  We have a long drive tomorrow and need the rest.  I lay my head on his chest and he strokes my hair. 

I love being with him.  I love how he feels.  I love him so much.

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Tango without touching….

25 Sep

I saw my love today! On video chat with our phones. It was so nice to see his smile. After a bit of technical blundering on my part, I had wired my PC wrong so we had to use an inferior program on our smart phones. We were both low on charge so each of us had a wire tethering our phones. We had planned this because we are rarely lucky enough to be alone at home at the same time. I made quick call to let Tom know our Skype plans had been downgraded to Tango. When he appeared he was already naked in bed. I still had my bra and skirt on we smiled at each other for a bit. It’s nice to see him so happy staring back at me. He gave me a quick shot of his cock. He was already hard. I gave him a little show squeezing my boobs making my cleavage pop. Running my hand my down my neck and on to my breasts, rubbing the soft flesh. He’s telling me how amazing my boobs are as I’m taking off my bra. I hide my nipples behind my hand making him wait a bit longer for a good look. He gives me a shot of his stong hand stroking his cock. I tell him how much I want to take him into my mouth as my hand slides a way from my breasts and my finger slides between my lips. I give it a little bite and flash a naughty smile. I play with my breast as I reposition myself so I can slide my panties off. Laying naked on my back legs falling open I run my right hand down my body. The camera looking down from my viewpoint. I rub myself just a little. I slide my finger inside of my wet pussy and then bring it back up to my mouth sucking off my juices. He tells me he’s jealous and can’t wait to taste me again. He’s stroking his hard on faster. I squeeze my bare beast again.  They are more than a handful, my soft flesh busting out of my gripping fingers.  I bring the camera down between my legs and give him a quick look as I pass my hand over my shaved pussy.  I press my hand against the warm flesh teasing him, making him wait for the view he wants.  I run my finger through my lips to part them and then follow them up to my clit and give it a rub as he stares into my wetness.  He gets this great intense look on his face.  He tells me how perfect my pussy is.  I spread my lips and give him a great view of the bright pink flesh inside of me.  I penetrate myself with my middle finger.  I can hear the excitement as he tells me he can’t wait to be inside of me again.  He’s stroking his cock hard now.  I can tell he’s close to cumming.  I pull out the blue vibrator he picked out for me and lick it.  Then I take it farther into my mouth.  I press it on my clit and rub it up and down my lips before entering.  I am so hot for him.  Having that cock in me feels so good.  I tell him how I wish it was his warm flesh inside of my body.  I work the vibrator in and out.  Rubbing my clit.  I see his head pitch back and hear his breath change.  I know he’s about to cum.  Now I’m the one staring into the camera waiting for him to cum.  I continue to give him a show while he works over his beautiful cock.  I feel so excited when he starts to cum.  Triumphant, like I’ve won the prize. Mesmerized by his pleasure and his juices.  As he cleans up I finish up.  We go back to staring at each other.  I’ve wrapped my self around a pillow and he’s telling me he wishes he could be holding me.  I long to feel my flesh pressed against his.  He tells me he loves me.  It always gives me the chills when I can see him when he says it.  I hear something in my kitchen.  I tell him I have to run.

Sneeking it in……..

24 Aug

How horrible am I?  This morning I woke up thinking about my love.  Thinking of him makes me wet and horny.  My fiancé lay in bed snoring away.  I closed my eyes and thought of the time Tom and I spent together and started to touch myself.  Rubbing my clit.  Thinking about his touch, his kisses.  Thinking of his cock slipping into me as I finger myself.  After cumming I still wanted more.  My fiancé still resting on the other side of the bed I pulled out my vibrator.  I came again quietly thinking of my love as my household slept.  My relationship with my fiancé is so off that we have a wall of blankets and pillows between us.  We didn’t build it, it kind of formed on its own.  The point is it’s there and neither of us gets rid of it.  When I go to give him a kiss hello when I get home instead of a hug I put my hand on his chest.  He called me on it the other day.  When he brought my attention to it I realized it did feel like I was pushing him away as I gave him a little kiss.  I feel guilty hanging in there.  I look at him some times all pale and flabby and hairy and think how can I cuddle with him.  I wish things were better.  I wish I wanted to put in the work.  More importantly I wish he wanted to put in the work.  I keep thinking of how different Tom is.  How I want to press myself against his body.  How much I love to cuddle him.  How tight I hold him when we kiss.  The problem is I don’t know when we’ll kiss again.  I’ll just keep hanging I guess.  Using my fantasies to get me by untill something gives.

The day he left…..

25 Jul

We woke up together and started kissing, hugging, touching. Before we knew it we were making love again. Both of us were sore but we couldn’t stay away from each other especially today our last day together untill, well I don’t know when. We showered together and packed our things away. We searched out a little breakfast restraunt and sat across from each other talking about what to do with our time together. I had wanted to take him to this fort on the water. It has a bunch of rooms and nooks we could fool around in I was totally excited to show him the views and the history of the place. When we got there it was closed. He took some photos of the outside of the fort. I loved the angles he chose to shoot. I kept grabbing him and hugging him, holding him close.

We drove off, I went the wrong way and ended up at another old military area by the sea. We wandered arround and found what looked to be an abandoned building. He took me by the hand and went around to the back of the building. He gave me this mischievous smile as he led me arround to the hidden area. He pressed me against the concrete wall kissing me passionately. I grabbed his ass (he has a great butt) and kissed him hard back. My hands groping his pants as we are making out. I started to undo his belt and opened his pants. I undid my pants and slid down and took his cock in my mouth. Making sure it was very hard and very wet before standing back up. I turned to face the wall and leaned over. My hand underneath me grabbing his cock and bringing it to me. When he entered me I got chills, it was so exciting. He held my hips and trust into me quick. It felt so good. I could feel him about to cum and told him how I want him to cum inside of me. I’m getting wet now just thinking about it. We kissed again as we put ourselves back together. We walked around the building holding hands and smiling at each other. Then I hear the sound of children. Turns out the building we thought was empty was a gymnasium. No one seemed to notice us so we just walked out together to explore the rest of the area.

We found a place to get coffee.  It was a short drive a way and was very unique to the city we were in. It was getting closer to the time he would need to catch his flight. He had found out that his flight was again delayed. I tried to steal the time with him, but he wanted to make sure he was waiting for the plane and we made a quick stop looking arround at another record store and then off to the airport.

He played a song, maybe a Shane McGowan song and it hit me that I don’t know when we’ll be together again. We had such a good time. Then I was crying, I tried for a minute to hide it. I smiled through my tears and had him change the music. He found some comedy bit about Dixon Nuts and Cayman Spices. He had me laughing before my tears even dried. On the way to the airport I took off my bra and had him playing with my boobs. I love his touch, it made the ride so much nicer. When we got to the airport I dropped him at the curb. We made out for a few minutes holding each other tight. As I drove away the tears started coming and I couldn’t stop them. He had said to me before our trip that he wanted me to love him more when he left and I did. I had fallen in love with him completely and now he was gone. Holy shit what do I do now.

The next morning…..

24 Jul

Waking up with him was so nice. I wanted to surprise him. I pulled the sheets back slowly and slid down the bed. I felt him move and I think I whispered good morning before taking his cock into my mouth. He was hard and caressed the back of my head as I started sucking his cock and fondling his balls. After a few minutes I came up and gave him kisses. Straddling him and letting slide inside of me. It felt so good to be with him. He started thrusting quick and hard from beneath me. He had me moaning with pleasure as he worked me from below. He lay me down on the bed and was fucking me from above and moved my legs, he straddled one leg and had the other one over his shoulder. He was so deep inside of me as he fucked me I was calling his name. Driving me crazy with his thrusts. I came loudly. When we stopped we laughed that the neighbors will all know his name. He put on some of his favorite music and we lay together just enjoying each others touch. We dozed off together and when we awoke again we started kissing that led to touching that brought us back to making love again. Each time it was amazing. It’s like I could not get enough of him. It has been so long since I’ve felt this way. We finally had to think about food again and make contact with our signficant others. He made his call while I was in the shower. We got dressed and headed out for the day.

Finaly we meet again……

24 Jul

OK our kiss was not this grand but it sure felt like it was.

When we started our countdown at 55 days it seamed like our meeting would never come. Soon it was less than a month and a week and before we knew it we were counting down the hours. Tom was on the road with the band. He was having a great time even tough travel conditions were a little rough. He had stayed with the band at a friends house in the desert. She was a sweet girl and they made out that night he stayed. Being who I am it turned me on, especially since he didn’t go all the way with her. He was saving himself to go all the way with me anyway. I was nervous leaving the house but when I was on the road I calmed down quite a bit. His plane was delayed and delayed again. I felt like they were stealing the time we could have together by not getting him to me on time. I’m pacing at the airport, I wore a skirt and no panties. I’m staring at the board waiting for his flight to land. Our phones are dying so I send a message where to meet me and hope for the best. I finally see him coming my way. I try to hide and sneak up behind him. He sees me. He grabs me and I hug him hard back. We share a long passionate kiss right in the middle of the walkway. We start walking to my car and every chance we stop and kiss. His kisses are better than I remember. I’m so wet for him. I just want to strip his cloths off there and fuck on the people mover. I lose track of my car and we walk arround the garages hand in hand stopping to kiss every few yards. When we find my car we just make out like teenagers before starting the drive to our hotel room. I get myself a little lost on the freeway but we find the place in not too long and before we know it we are in the lobby of our cheap motel by the beach together for the first time in months.