How does he do it?….

9 Feb

He’s not my knight in shining armor.  He’s not going to run to me if I end up breaking up my family.  He’s not even sure how he find a way to spend time with me.  Something about him makes me happy and freaking horny.

Yesterday I had a great time.  My fiancé had an oppertunity to make money in the city and took off early in the day.  I took the day off of work.  The boys and I went out to the park, to lunch, to the library, to the dentist (they really liked the dentist) and back home for naps. 

After I got them down I tried to make contact with Tom.  I sent a few texts nothing out of the ordinary.  He tried to send me a picture (remember he’s growing a beard and giving me beard updates) and it wasn’t sending.  He also had gotten off work and got home before I could get free.  At home he was no longer alone so we couldn’t talk. 

 I sent him a note that maybe I’ll get a nice surprise later with his picture.  He sends “Are you OK?” Then right after, “You sound somber.”  I kept it vague.  How can you explain in text what’s weighing on my mind?  He then sent me a series of responses that had me laughing out loud. 

I can’t wait to talk to him again.  Last time we spoke I had to leave the conversation too quick while he was venting about the frustrations in his life.  Work trumped my phone time.  I felt bad and he understood.  He texted me after we hung up how much he loves me and that my voice was still ringing in his ears.  I think no matter what happens we will be friends. We’ve shared with eachother things we don’t share with others.  There is a bond between us that I’ve shared with very few people.

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10 Responses to “How does he do it?….”

  1. makingredwishes February 9, 2012 at 1:20 pm #

    Exactly how I feel. Constantly.

    • terriblytorn13 February 10, 2012 at 9:06 pm #

      It’s a strange combo of wonderful and painful

      • makingredwishes February 13, 2012 at 8:48 am #

        wonderful and painful,
        ecstatic and sad,
        lost and found,
        hopeless and hopeful,
        encouraged and doubtful,
        every single emotion, to the highest and lowest extremes.

        • terriblytorn13 February 13, 2012 at 3:26 pm #

          Yep, it’s a whole new ball game with this type of relationship.

  2. sexuallifeofawife February 9, 2012 at 1:59 pm #

    That connection is very special…

  3. christine February 11, 2012 at 6:43 am #

    Oh my goodness… I feel like we live in parallel universes! You say what I feel! Your first paragraph hits it head on! I only wish we had the opportunities to speak like you do.

    • terriblytorn13 February 11, 2012 at 8:21 am #

      I’m talking to him less and less. It’s sad. You had recently posted absence doesn’t make you heart grow fonder (I’m pretty sure it was you ) and I’m starting to feel that way. Something about the lowered contact makes me doubt our connection. Then I get him on the phone and it all rushes back.

      Thank you

  4. The Hook February 15, 2012 at 10:15 am #

    You need that bond at home!

    • terriblytorn13 February 15, 2012 at 4:57 pm #

      Yes to notice, then care and make an effort to cheer me up. I would be such a happy girl.

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